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Your Prayer

Tonight, you asked me if I could turn off the light. I did. Instead of doing anything, you told me to sit, held both my hands and prayed. It was a short and meaningful prayer about how you want God to protect both our families, and for God to guide me wherever I go. 
I know you mean everything you said. Tonight is another proof that you love me, because you prayed for me and my growth more than your own. 
I love you. -02/26/22 

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